probs? prolley.
had been keepin my mOuth totally shut for hrs. did not even uter a sinGle woRd// hAte it feelin so sucky till i on tis comp. saw tat he is online. though i knew tat i won tok to him but i did smile. yups first smile after givin tat stupid Look for hrs. i had been like a wooden puppet. nO feelings oN my face, nO words cAme Out off my moUth and wAd i jus did was sit down And did not look at anyone.
ya i din lIke it either bUt wad can i do. i am simply to stubborn i suppose but yups wad hav it gt to do wit it? shall not elaborate. i din wAn to rake up the issue.
feel like a puppet beiNg scolded for noth being accused for noth and wad i did. be stubborn yah.
sometimes i wonder how cum we r born to go throuGh so mAny thiNgs though some r gd but can 1 jus live in their world of happiness And nO misery? hais being to navie..
seems like alot ppl ard mi nw r not feeling vry gd har? keep hai-ing keep tinkin abt their own prob. seems like tat we r drown in misery lately. wad we did for others can they sense it will they know it. or rather they had nO awareness for wad is happenin.
things r happenin to fast for us to even know abt it but it also soon fade away before we can do anything. for sometimes things r happenin so fast tat u haven even prepared to face it but before u stArt tinkin abt it, it is not there anymore which makes us felt tat somehow something is missing somewhere.
mAybe tat is life huh.?