hiyeee, juss a quick entry.
my grandma passed awayy le
on sun 12.40am.
rushh dwn to see her in the morning.
she was lyin still on the bedd.
eyees shut totally
mouthh shut with a slight smile.
seriously u wont believe she is died cause she seems as if she was jus slping.
sudd memoriess started running through my mind.
i din cry thou, my unclee told us nt to cry.
hours after another, relativee started arriving.
dey were tokin like nobody business
as if dere was a party going on.
cant deyy jus go into the rm and say a prayer fer their mum?
my cousin was talkin abt my grandma habits, her ''speech'', the words tt she alwayss mention.
i tot abt those times where she stay in my hse, feedin the dog wit wadeva food she gt in her hand despite us tellin her nt to.
times abt her using her fan to fan my dogg.
times abt her refusing to eat wadeva we gave her but ate it eventually.
kindaa lots of memories. and jus within a yr she weaken.
1st her leg weaken, den health weaken.
soon after she cant consume food on her own. so we haf to feed throu a tube through her nose dwn to the stomach.
den she cant speak, no longer haf anymore energy. and to coma and lastly rest in peace up to heaven.
well we was sayin prayers fer her when she was being carried into the coffin. at the moment, tears started running dwn my cheeks. well nt jus mine, my cousins, my aunts, and some uncles too. u will feel tt something is missing, it is no longer dere and wont come back forrever. our fate had end here of mi being her grandaughter, she will no longer haf anymore pain, no more worries.
okk enuf abt tt.
i was late fer sch todae
cant wake up.
and we haf to sing the national anthem cause we missed it
soooo i refuse to sing after shoutings from renuka [ or wadeva u spell it ]
thusss she madee mi copyy 20 times of national anthem ! wthhhhhhhh-
wadevaa la i wont copy de. uberr waste of time, and i dun haf time fer her ccrap.
i tinkkk my name wil be called out tml morning, i am waiting.