First let me say I MISS JOLING!! hahah my dear shorties too(:

Got back my results few days ago and it isnt good at all la. Just crap results which is hanging in the middle of no where. Kinda dissapointed with my english results, i expected smth like a B. Decided that i shall nt apply for poly and apply for laselle-sia instead. Wanted to take design ma so i think lasalle is a better choice. For poly i dont even know if i have a chance in Tp.

Recently i dont even feel like going to church, kind of starting to drag myself there. Yest suppose to have youth service and i went for some open house instead. Today wake up at 8.00 and i tell myself to slp for another 45 min before i wake up. so instead of reaching at 9.30, i reach at 10. During service i am totally turn off. i dont know why but i realise that i am begainning to walk away. Away from those craps in church, i am exhausted le. Theres too much things that happen, one after another. And yet nothing good seems to come in my way. I am not blaming anyone or what. perhaps is just me, the main cause is me, everything is just me me me. So keeping a low proflie is a rather better choice. I mean nobody would even bother. I lost trust in people and people lost trust in me too. Well what else can i do. If i can do smth abt it den i wont be who i am now. Really meeting its ends le. What goes ard comes ard. we shall see how this chapter shall end. Maybe i can only leave it to God. Thank God i still have a bunch of buddy ard.


Life is in a mess!