Trip is postponed to tmr moring. just finish packing & i hope i dont miss out anything cause i simply just chunk everythin into my bag. Kinda restless now cause i took 2 tabs today & i am feeling a lil drowsy. anyw i am nt very anticipating to this trip, somehow i am just feeling half excited. I nearly have this urge to cancel my trip.

Late in the noon jas & i went to st james power station to check out the stars award thingy. i have got free tixs from ivan. I could almost faint any moment, i am alrdy enduring the strong heat & medication is acting up. god, why am i putting myself into that place. anyw its just another waste. Cause i cant see anything at all due to the crowds & the crazy fans. I almost asked all of them to shut the hell up. It could be extremely irritating when girls scream on top of the voices over some stars? hmmmmm. maybe if GLAY appear den i will go beserk. JIRO IS SO DAMN CUTE(: So after some absorbtion of uv rays, jas & I decided to leave the place. Headed to qing hse to join the rest for the stars award show. Its an annual routine. every yr we will go over to her hse for this show. Thou some are nt interested but we just go for the sake of fun. & can you believe i slp for almost the whole show. I told ivan to come join us at crescent but he rejected me, how sad.

Christmas is coming! much anticipation but i cant celebrate christmas with churchies! i will be over at yunan. yay china, how fun! Gonna miss out lots of fun. God bless me in china, i hope there will be proper hotels for me to stay in.
Somehow my stomach is growling for food now. i need my satsified my cravings, the most sumptious prata from timah. It has been age since i last ate prata. CRAVINGS.

i am sensing smth. But it seems perfectly fine to everyone.
prolly i am thinking a lil too much.



better go slp now.
Got an early train to catch tmr.
GOODNIGHT=D