oh great, i dint know beginning of 2007 can be so bad.
Yest was the worst day ever, problems just never stop coming my way. i have so many why, i wept i cant deny. I went into a state of questioning God, how could i ever do that.
Ever since i woke up this afternoon i have been like a zombie, the whole house is empty, i was feeling so gloomy, i dint want to go anywhere & yet i have nothing to do at home. how great.

Initally i wanted to pass smth to someone but i am sorry, i dint have the mood to go out anymore. Anyw i figure out that you will still be as happy, you will have tons of friends who will celebrate for you. I aint gonna tell you anythin cause i dont know how to talk to you anymore. somehow i lost words for you, i cant even bring myself to msg you cause i dont know wht to say to you anymore. You are just too far, you are just too busy with you life that i find no entrance to it. you are just too oblivious. I told a frien i will give myself 1 more month & if its still the same old thing den i will have no choice but i am sorry.

&Thanks hansheng for all the my chemical romance song, i think it brighten up my day a lil.