its procastinating time again.
brain dead session.

was talkin to benmin ge abt the lifestyle i wanna lead in the future. Having parties over the weekends and invite all my besties over to chill out. Go for some sports session tog. Maybe some soccer, cycling, trekking or even scuba diving. I mean yes, its just choices but i really would love this kind of lifestyle. Living life to the maximium.

What is the future gonna be like, sometimes its really scary to think so far. Humans are forever contridicting their own thinking. Sometimes we just wanna grow up so badly and until a certain pt of time you will really hope that time could stop and we just wanna be back to childhood. "If ther's a time machine" this pharse often comes up in conversation. It shows how badly we wants to turn back time, back to our youthful days, back to days where we need not worry about anything, back to days where daddy and mummy showered you with everything. Benmin ge conculded that i had bad childhood memory. HAH/


& i realise as i grow, i hv becme a scary person..

God, pls guide me.
In faith i trust, this is just so true. God, in faith i trust in you, my future, my everything. i know you have a way out for me.