Hello to you

2009-01-02T11:45:00.004+08:00

Happy 2009!

i guess now my biggest worry is the school. Let it run smooth pls.

2008-12-29T17:45:00.005+08:00

Holiday is going to be over just like this, my favorite month of the year is over just like this. Bf and I went for 2 dance concert, SDZ & NRA starring both xiang and jas and bi's friend. I love dance, seriously, it is awesome.

I get to spent every night with beloved. We went Christmas shopping, go for late night movies, laze at home, studyin with him and I am enjoying every single thing we did together. I simply love your company my love.

Had a Christmas celebration over at my hse and with the help of mum and bf, we dish out some supmtous meal which almost fill the whole table. And i ate like lots of ham cause I lost like so many games. And we had gift exchange which was seriously hilarious ( JAS I think you should upload the video ) And we watch Jack Ass till late and doze off.

& on the flip side, I have some unsettle stuff with the school and I just hope it will turn out good. Anyway I am anticipating the new year which I really seriously hope it gonna be a good one.

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!

2008-12-12T16:36:00.004+08:00

I had the best birthday ever this year with my dearest boyfriend. Thanks for all that you have prepared, I love you! Spent a night in sentosa, soaking half a day away and randomly walking around snapping millions of pictures. Bi, i am so glad i have you(:

And the following day we found the car infested with ants and it actually invaded the interior thus we spent half a day clearing the ants. After using 2 bottles of insecticides, we manage to clear at least 90 percent of it and we went for a car wash + vacuum and tada 100% ants free(:

Christmas is coming and i am loving it(:

2008-11-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

perfect weather out there, for me at least. not too sunny. I am home, lazing around, reading twilight (finally bringing it out after collecting dust on the shelves), surfing facebook. assessment is over which makes me really relieve yet at the same time i know i am down for reassessment or maybe i might fail? i will keep my fingers crossed. bi came over for the weekends, laze the whole sunday away at home watching dvd and dinner with my family. & he spent the last week trying to clear the mess in my room and now its definitely neat and clean. That is if i dont mess it up and i wont nt want to mess it up either. Mum is pleased at the sight of my clean room now and she keep bugging me to change the sheets myself. love left for school this morning and i am feeling so bored now without him.
bi i seriously love spending time with you, every moment(:

2008-11-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

Wasted a day trying to do photoshoot but in the end the weather play a prank on me. I am only done with 2 outfits before it came pouring down. what to do, pack and and reschedule another shoot again. now i am trying really hard to finish up all my work, but i can feel the tension in my eyes already.

5 more days to assessment!

baby came over for dinner, den do work with me and now he is sound asleep. so cute! I don't know when will you open your tough wallet but when you open it, i have something for you inside. thanks for putting up with me all the time, thanks for everything that you have done for me, i feel so damn love. I LOVE YOU(:

2008-11-08T16:51:00.004+08:00

Its like another 2 weeks to assessment and i have yet to have a complete work yet. everything is all over the place and there is still work that need to be redo.
Can time like slow down a lil bit?

and i was doin some work and i found this. Fashion gods John Galliano, Alexander McQueen, and Karl Lagerfeld. I love Karl and his fan that he carry ard all the time.

cuteness(:

2008-10-22T16:30:00.004+08:00

i am doing VP, amazingly. well suppose to have 2 photoshoots today but i woke up at 5am with like lots of rashes, i was like damn shock can. So i text ivanho & told him i wont be goin today. & thank God i woke up at 11 with all the rashes clear. like totally cleared ok. God is good(:

I miss church. I miss worshipping. & yet i dnt knw wht is stopping me from going. anyw xiang, xy, jon, boon kor, daryl, jas, ryuk, qing, we should meet up soon okay!

happy anni baby!
love you so much.

intern

2008-10-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

its the 2nd week of intern with ivanho. kinda fun, photoshoots everyday. and it also means that my sch wrk is piling like anything. CRAP. i was tryin to work on my VP awhile ago but somehw i lost the interest in doing it alrdy. tmr there will be a kids photoshoot, i bet it will be damn fun.

1 more day! (:

2008-10-06T13:40:00.002+08:00

I skipped school again! &last week i skip both my lesson which means a self declared week of holiday again. ok at least i am goin to get a mc ltr. I have been slacking alot! i just realise that actually i have alot of past wrk that need to be amend and i only have 5 more weeks to do so. & ccs presentation is this thur! God save me. i have yet to prepare at all. I bet lucinda and ginette is gonna blast at me. Fingers crossed*

i shld get bck to wrk.
BABY YOU ARE SO LOVE(:

2008-09-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

I DID NOTHING THIS WHOLE HOLIDAY. I AM SO SO SCREWED.

SOMETHING MISSING

2008-09-21T17:43:00.004+08:00

It's a sunday afternoon and yet again i missed service, for the 4th time. Where's all that burning fire? I miss worship, a good worship.

i am nw screwed with a 2000 wrds critical review due tmr 6pm. and tons of things to do before photoshoots the week aft nxt. and i have not found an internship which is like i must do 3 weeks ltr. Does my little faith here helps? so much for a short holiday.

and nw i have so many thoughts running thru my head that i could almost go crazy with. I am just to use to the life that i am living that i fear making a change.

Dearest angel, could you come to me please.

2008-09-17T16:51:00.003+08:00

stupidest face of the year

I'm havin a week break from school! rejoice rejoice. but on the flip side i have to hand in a 2000 wrds critical review of some damn articles which i never never understand. and i alrdy have my nxt prj coming. I think i can nv stop whining. I wanna go sentosa leh.

And last week galv, hy and sam enter the army consecutively and nxt daryl! babe must have dinner tog la. i nv meet u for a million yrs alrdy.

timeeee to do workkkkkkkkk. boring like anything.

2008-09-15T02:10:00.003+08:00

I need a break. i feel so tired, like both mentally and physically. sch work is literally killing me. or maybe its just me whining and complaining too much. nway i'm feeling cranky today. somehw somewht, i dnt knw hw to explain.

&today we pinic over at wcp for lantern night, throwing sparkles, burning lanterns. good old days.

i love my unseparated ppl. all of you 3. thanks darlings.
hanging out in sentosa during the wee hours, lying on the beach gazing at the moonlight. beautiful(:

dnt like

2008-09-07T05:51:00.002+08:00

i have been hanging out like almost everynight and my mum gave up nagging aft 3 nights. nw wc mac is my bestfriend. and hungry go whr eat = prata shop. i dnt it even wanna think abt sch, its dreadful. i swear i hate journalism classsss. like hello, i think my english suck and i cant write for nuts.

and i have chalet nxt week! &friends are all hving holiday while i still need to go sch.
boringgggg.

2008-08-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

i swear this will make ur night better(:

2008-08-26T03:39:00.003+08:00

its 3.36am and there is obviously a few stupid poser that went zooming ard. or maybe its the same person? for the past 5mins i am hearing cars zooming away and to think that my hse is nt directly near the main rd i am still hearing it, they are really irritating. not racing tracks k.

i'm a lil whiny today, or maybe always.

2008-08-23T04:48:00.004+08:00

i dnt like lah. dnt ask me wht k. just dnt like. argh
i spend like crazy today which reminds me of days in thailand where i feel like queen. boring and i am goin broke soon and sis wanna get this eastpak bag and she gave me 20buck when it cost 110. bloody hell and boon show me this damn nice bagpack which only cost 70? lkx, if u give me like another 30more i will go buy that bag k. HAHHAH so stop asking me if i buy alrdy.

&i just walked like at least 4km. from hort park to mt faber. and i was being damn paranoid cause i once saw a damn huge snake gliding across the rd when i went ther last time. which also reminds me of some ahhh. damnit. i love my clique la.

ohhh and i cut my hair and i just realise actually its nt much diff just a lil shorter. waste money lar. boring boring boring. i think i spend like 150buck okay. bloody hell.

2008-08-21T21:21:00.014+08:00

i am a huge huge procrastinator.
&i think my hair suck big time now but i dnt knw wht to do to it. cut or colour. and to think that i have alot of wrk to do, i'm still here fiddling with my hair.

i cant do wrk at hm for nuts, ask me out leh. to do wrk, study whtever okay.

2008-08-20T14:43:00.001+08:00

school totally suck. i got like a pile of wrk to do yet i am still going out.
somebody kill me pls.

i feel like drinking tom yam from thailand.

2008-08-12T14:05:00.001+08:00

i thought i was still having holiday and i haven do my wrk till now and tmr at 9am i must hand in all this shit. i am so smart.

2008-08-07T17:39:00.003+08:00

& it just dont stop raining. i think its been damn long since it rain like this. and i totally have to mood no motivation to do wrk cause the rain is affecting me. ( just excuses )
i have to do this interview thingy and i cant think of a interesting topic. i think i will just fail journalism class man. i have photography lesson tmr, i think its like the best module in this entire course la.

coming monday is founders day. which means no school. which means there is no ginette class. which means i have a super long weekend. (sat sun mon tues) cause i got no sch on every tues as well.

thank God for founders(:

2008-08-05T02:05:00.003+08:00

i hv decided to stick to communications and i have no idea hw the hell i am goin to survive yr 3. i dnt like it as we go higher and higher and when ur classmates got separated from you as each yr everyone will major and specialise in diff things. thank God i got xx with me. Lionel was sayin he felt so lost and i think its so too.

met up with lyn awhile ago, chatted abt stuff. like hw recently a friend gf pass away due to a car accident. den i thought abt hw ppl always drive and hw i drive thinking that the car will never crash. Its saddening hw a young girl is taken away like that and hw ppl ard her is handling this issue. i can nv imagine. and this frien of mine, i can feel hw much pain he is goin thru right nw, to accept a fact that his gf passed away just like that.

Nw i am just blank as a whole, like everything. maybe i am just feelin a lil emo today. and i am tryin to get use to smthin. like suddenly a part is gone. and nw that its gone den i realise actually i am so use to it alrdy.

hello space, i am glad i got you today.
friends i really love you guys.

2008-08-03T02:36:00.010+08:00

1 girl, 2 guys, 9 bags. and i only have 2 okay.

hard rock, like finally a meal that makes them full.

3 person, 5 phones(:

i love bkk and i really miss metee alot.

2008-07-23T15:48:00.002+08:00

gone are the days of standing 10hr per day and waking up at 8.45 and missing out all the fun on weekends and boring afternoon and eating taka food and having no life.

i'm vry vry happy (:

2008-07-14T00:16:00.003+08:00

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
Noooohoh!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry nooo
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way

2008-07-11T00:57:00.002+08:00

“Remember: To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But me, I will change the world for you.” - I believe you

i think i'm being selfish as to wht i am doing. i shldnt have go that far, and its nw too far to turn back alrdy. wht to do. i dnt knw wht to say alrdy.

What am I waiting for?
i really dnt knw but i knw i am waiting for smthin. maybe the impossible.

2008-07-09T18:39:00.005+08:00

i went to a damn cool place today. and thats it.
& i only gt 7more wrk days(:

i have got cool long bangs can. what egg head! since when. LOL

Dont do this to me pls.

2008-07-07T02:32:00.002+08:00

i think i went thru some drama recently. no no i shld say its always drama in my life can. its a vicious cycle, this is the 3rd i have encounter. goodness!

i wrk my whole holiday away like this. recently i really feel like just quitting and spent the remaining 3 weeks bumming ard. but my boss alrdy gt no wrkers lar, he will just die if i leave like this. ppl can be really fake, i realise. fucking 2headed shit. today tell you this tmr act another way. oh well i really cannot associate with this ppl, its like i bet she is faking a joke or smile or being friendly and i am also acting the same way just to match up with her. well well if nt for this ppl i guess job could be at least slightly more interesting.

i think i will have some great time in bkk. i want to go hk lar! gt porter, h&m, cheap chanel(at least few hundred cheaper), nice clothings, nice food. omg if only i gt 1 more week of holiday i will definitely go. saw this damn nice ck watch today. coolshit man, cause its like a bangle yet a watch thingy.

you knw i have 3 wonderful friends that prank me in the middle of the night at 4.30am just to tell to wake up and coming up with wonderful stories of someone being beaten up. i swear i gt a shock initially and i became slightly awake and thus i find out that u peeps are rubbishing can. thanks uh!

i cant be bothered abt any of this shit anymore. fucking nonsense

2008-07-01T20:15:00.001+08:00

I wonder when. & i wasted a trip to sch only to realise all lecturer are on leave and they all went back to their country! how to find them. so wht i can do is only email!

2008-07-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

i feel damn fat and i think i shld go on diet and exercise and slim dwn. but i jsut sinfully ate mac with tania earlier on. but at least we share a meal, u knw nt that bad. LOL. i am just comforting myself.

tmr i am going to bomb the school! and skip wrk. i dnt fucking care arlrdy, i gonna tell jack i am dnw with whtever sickness.

this is just another whining session of mine.

2008-06-29T23:48:00.003+08:00

i am awfully tired nw. like try wrking 4 days straight and having 2 nights and best can drink somemore. & when u get back hm abt 3 and bathe and try to slp and just cant fuckin get to slp cause ur head is hurting and the alcohol in the stomach is acting up.

fucking fucked up sch put me in fashion comm when i APPLY for management and they DECIDED to put me in that time and nw they gladly remove me. even someone who dint go to sch whose wrk suck big time, who is late like some late queen, who dint turn up for presentation can get into management. why cant i? whts more i score the highest for fm among all the other module. AND THE WORST IS I JUST PAID SCHOOL FEES. theres like no way out arldy. actually the sch rock but my faculty just suck big time. TUES I AM SO GOING TO STORM TO SCH AND THROW THEM THE RESULTS AND MAKE SURE I GET INTO FM. cbcbcbcb i'm really pissed off. and they make so many of my friends fail when their wrk is better den those bitch out ther.

i have been really whiny, i cant stand myself but i cant help. and i swear recently suck big time. I thought this only happens to me but somemore it seems like so to many also. Bad mnth or bad yr whatever it is. and my parents just did a great help for saying smthin they rather they had nt said. i am pissed cause i could have say smthin that will shut my mum up forever and i dint cause i dnt wanna cause trouble and all she knw is fucking say my friends, say me say whtever shit she can think of and she push my sis whever issues to me.
& AARON POH MY MUM IS SO GONNA CALL U IF SHE EVER GETS UR NO.

why am i so angsty. hah. i dnt knw but at least i think the best day of this entire week is actually yest. i have been grumpy whiny and all the whole week and is only yest that i really enjoyed. and bye i need slp badly.

2008-06-25T02:51:00.003+08:00

i dropped a fire extinguisher on my feet today. hw smart. actually i tried to move it and it topple and land on my left feet. i swear its damn painful.

btw ppl do visit this blog http://many-selections.blogspot.com/ anywy it only carries ladies wear. btw its lyn's blogshop so do support yeah.

2008-06-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

you knw today is my off day! not like it is somthing really rare cause i alrdy gt like 1 whole week off and after tmr i will get another 3 more days off. this prove that my boss suck cause i wanna wrk and earn more money and he purposely gave me only 11 wrkin days in the mnth of june!

and anywa since today is my off day i decided that i shall nt go out only because i am broke. AND i attempt to clean up my super messy room. so after dumping half of my sch stuff here i am lying on the bed using the lappy. i am bored to the max actually. i shld have gone shopping with stef.

ohhh its gonnna rain! see nw i cannot go jogging. zq say i grow fatter when i am back from thailand! and why cause my dad eat more den 3 meals per day and we have to eat with him and all we do is eat shop and slp. see how to not grow fat.

i think i am getting my pay soon. happy can. i am still contemplating if i shld get that samsung phone. its cool shit. or maybe i shld invest the money on my hair. i think i am gonna colour it. i hate my hair nw, boring. and i shalll nt cut it cause i dnt wnna look like small kid.

i wanna get a balenciaga bag. its like dammn nice pls. if only i gt a 4k paycheck.

2008-06-16T00:43:00.004+08:00

bangkok is love(:
i think i will never be sick of ther. & i met metee! i miss him can. and all he do is sleep and sleep when he say he will send me off.

i suddenly feel like i got no life. HAH. &my going out BESTfriend WENT MALAYSIA on the same day i came back. boring.

army daze are like super funny man. LOL

2008-06-05T21:17:00.009+08:00

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished.

i watch sex and the city twice alrdy & i finished all the movie on screen nw. & thats the reason why i am broke.
went somewhr today and thats the same smile i got 2mnths back(: and at least i get a smile which is rather pleasing.

i think my dog is cute. she hide in the toilet today cause she is afraid of that thunder. fyi she is always afraid of thunder and lightning. haha

often we knw that it is a lie yet we wanna drown ourself in the pool of lies. how irony can life get.

2008-06-02T01:11:00.002+08:00

coolshits man.

&the super coool. hahha

2008-05-29T01:43:00.002+08:00

mess up is the word man.
i always make mistake over and over again, i dont really knw whats up in my mind alrdy.

boringness, & i thank God for this term "off day"

2008-05-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

Jerald send me this. hahaah.
&anyway I HATE MY DAMN HAIR NW. seriously

2008-05-18T01:34:00.002+08:00

i think my boss will hate me. i alrdy plan to take mc coming sat. but i bet he will comment lots abt me. cause i took leave tmr due to my grandpa bday. & it was a kinda last min decision. and again on sat i will be gone. Actually i alrdy plan to give up that concert but as i was watching it on youtube yest i felt like i must go lar. so by hook or by crook i am so gonna give him a damn mc. I knw he will not be convince but whtever.
amazingly my feet dint hurt that much, actually 10hrs per day aint that bad. except that the uniform is horrendously ugly, so much for Chloe.

I like greenland. i think i can just spent my entire day lying dwn gazing at the sky and stone my day away.

now i feel like i am a fool. ahh. really, cant life just be simple?

2008-05-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

aaron poh jing zhe u ruin my prata trip.
you knw i have never stand for so long ever. like without sitting down minus the lunch i think i stood for 10 hrs. plus all the walking ard before and after er i guess in total i spend 12hrs on my foot. now i can barely walk. i swear its damn painful.
& i wanted to go out so badly despite my legs being so tired, i just dnt feel like slpin when i need nt wrk tmr. but but but. haiya. fucked up. really. even __ is not free for me!

boring. i must enjoy tmw. its off day and its friday(:
i gt issues today. like moody. hah.

2008-05-10T03:36:00.005+08:00

I HATE THUNDER.
I could see the lightning strike at the corner of my eyes and be prepare to hear a loud thud.
its freaky, and it always trip my hse power supply! okay someone's alarm just went off.

i think i need nt slp till the thunder stop. I cant anyway, its damn loud. i dnt understand why its always so loud at this part of the country. I love rain but nt thunderstorm!

& GUESS WHAT. THE FUCKING RAIN IS LEAKING IN THROUGH MY WINDOW. ITS ALWAYS HAPPENING. LAST TIME WAS THE SIDE. NOW THE CENTRE. MY TABLE IS FLOODING. soon the whole hse will leak lar. wth. & i woke my whole family up at 3.48am thanks to the damn rain.

WTH SERIOUSLY!

2008-05-10T02:21:00.003+08:00

dad's car is back. finally, i feel glad looking at it. but too bad i am nt gonna get to drive it again. Not at least in 2mnths. Dad is pissed with me for damaging the car to the extend & having to pay so much for repair.

I am feeling kinda broke, & my pay is not coming in. Its been forever. My ear is swelling from the piercing for dont knw whtever reason but its freaking pain and i cant slp on that side.

tell me why do i say okay. freaking 6.37am for a call. wth. i cant believe myself.

God is really playing me out. or satan or whtever, seriously. darn

2008-05-09T03:35:00.000+08:00

i am hungry again & i have prata cravings again. wth

2008-05-08T03:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if God is playing a prank on me.

2008-05-07T07:02:00.003+08:00

goodmorning world. i am fcking awake. its 7am now, got hm at 6 and sneak back in. It was a close shave, goodness. Night out had been fun. i expected to see some ghostly figure or maybe some shadows or trees moving. ok no doubt it was still a lil creepy

&i crashed my dads car yest. rim broken(CLASSIC CASE), bumper loose and whtever shit that is underneath the car is damage. Dont ask me hw i did it cause it was a really stupid mistake. I got issues with kerb seriously and i call it the kerb curse.I swear it is.

basically i dont knw wht to do nw. boring

2008-05-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

RANDOMNESS! haha i like turtles

2008-05-05T01:05:00.001+08:00

i am so bored. its kinda early to be home at this time. like before 12. BORING BYE. i got nthin better to do.

life is a damn joke. really.

2008-04-29T23:04:00.003+08:00

seriously i swear today is a bad day.
1)I gt a 10buck fine for exceeding the time limit of the park coupon.
2)I nearly gt into an accident, i never look out for oncoming vehicle and this car almost bang right into me and thank God he managed to stop in time. I bet all the drivers out there hate me and is swearing at me.
3)I went to bbdc to reg for bike and i saw __. Its quite bad actually, well its just a back view. If only __ sees me. i wanna knw the reaction but too bad.
4)The axs machine is down and i cant pay my damn fine.

Lastly i owe my sis money and its her bday today. I feel rather bad. Anywy happy bday ok.
Really i hope today could be skipped.

Despite all this at least something went smoothly today, the damn interview. I hope the tick means i am in management. Oh well, i am not convincing enough, they keep saying that i should be doin communications.

I still have like 16 more pictures to take in my desdri. & i cant wait to develop it.
AYE DUDE, get well soon.

2008-04-28T00:34:00.008+08:00

I can seriously do a movie review. i have caught 5 movies in a week. amazing, i just cant stop spending.

1st up, definitely, maybe.
i will give it a 3/5 stars. story is about this man sharing his love story to his daughter and letting her guess who was her mum. 3 girls 1 man. who is he with in the end? go watch(:

Forbidden Kingdom. 4/5stars
An American teenager obsessed with martial arts makes an exciting discovery in a pawnshop in Chinatown. It appears to be the legendary stick weapon of the Monkey King, the infamous Chinese sage and warrior. He is transported back into time to Ancient China where he meets a band of martial arts warriors and joins them on their journey to save an imprisoned Monkey King (Jet Li).
& Liu YiFei is extremely gorgeous

Dance of the dragon. 3/5 stars
An inspiring love story starring Korean heart-throb Jang Hyuk, Singapore's Fann Wong and Hollywood's Jason Scott Lee - the story of three people whose lives are pulled into review and assessment when their paths cross. The initial sparks of what could be a new romance plays off against a couple falling out of love, a student and teacher, a father and son, a mother's influence and competing suitors - all explored with sensitivity, delicacy and refined artistry.

basically conversations in the whole show is totally minimum. & i almost dozed off in between, frankly i dnt find it nice at all. maybe to a certain extend only.

Harold And Kumar. 4.5/5stars
During the same morning that Harold and Kumar eat at White Castle, Harold learns that Maria, the girl he lusts after, has set off for Amsterdam. The pair decide to pursue her so that Harold can proclaim his love. However, an overzealous airline passenger mistakes Kumar for a terrorist, and the plane is diverted as the duo get stuck in a case of mistaken identity.
seriously i totally love this show. damn entertaining. =D

Hottie and Nottie. 2.5/5starts
some paris hilton show. haha i dnt wanna review anymore alrdy. seriously, i give up. hahaha. but i tell you paris hilton is a total slut. really, even in the show.

Funny Games. 0/5starts
THE WORST SHOW EVER EVER IN HISTORY. i totally gt no comment. but i cant believe i sit thru the show for 2hrs. screw the director for creating this and wasting my money.

i had my ear pierced, & i dnt dare to slp tonight. it will be fucking pain, ahhh.

2008-04-26T14:26:00.002+08:00

i met a super terrible horrible driver yest with a fucked up face driving a damn audi. now i hate audi. I hope some tp caught him speeding, i will seriously rejoice. & HE STARED AT ME. i cant be bothered to type the whole story but in summary he is seriously a damn fucker.

i dnt understand the school sometimes. damn

2008-04-24T15:27:00.002+08:00

they cant shut up. i dnt knw why are they chopping those trees down but anyway its been on going since 9.30am. & nw its 3. & hw did i sleep? blast my mp3!

i feel like _____ now. its beyond description.
i'm meet wx ltr. long time no see(:

2008-04-22T16:09:00.002+08:00

i just did something really stupid. hahaaa when you are so damn free you will actually do something like this.
i wanted to go get lunch den i couldnt decide what to eat den i tour ard bukitbatok den to bukit gombak den i follow this bbdc car whereever it goes. so after touring ard for 20 mins i finally go get food. fuck damn lame pls.

ehh peeps pls call me out thanks.

2008-04-21T22:37:00.001+08:00

Gone are the days. haha nw i have 3 whole months of sweetness.
I wanna go sentosa lar. but nobody is free. damn pathetic pls. ahhhh i am feeling bored alrdy.

2008-04-20T00:57:00.004+08:00

my 1st supersampler shot. jr just pass me the whole album and i like this the best(:
ther will be more to come.

assessment is a day from now. & finally there is one assessment that i could slp. I am like all done? except damnit ccs movie reviews. its worth not sleeping that day(:
I am looking forward to holiday. 1st i will slp like mad den party like mad den wrk like mad. ok not very possible.

2008-04-16T04:56:00.002+08:00

connection suck at 5am in the morning. damn. i wanna get my moodboard done and yet the wireless keep failing me. & i thought of staying up all night and goes to sch straight. maybe nt, i shall slp at 6, an hr more to go.

IMAGES FROM THE NET IS SO NOT LOADING. arghh.

2008-04-13T16:57:00.005+08:00

&this is from jas's blog. isnt that amazing. MRT stations everywhere! seriously everywher. how long would that be from now?

thou i am nt a fan of mrt but its nice to see that it brings us everywhere. ya maybe there will be no car on road in the future. people will just take a train everywhere they wanna go. Its good to see toh tuck station and holland V. it means that i can stop at clementi, toh tuck or batok(: nvm nt like i will take train. i prefer the long long journey in a bus.

2008-04-11T16:22:00.002+08:00

i like this. its so, indescribable calamity.
&sometimes i feel quite empty.

2008-04-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

so much for being a bitch.

2008-04-07T21:20:00.002+08:00

"NOT FUNNY!" OMG. i cant stop laughing.

&this, hah she is super cute. catch the last part.

lastly i chance upon this girl. she is amazing. check out her dance. omg!

2008-04-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

i had crazy dinners recently, but no doubt its nice.
assessment is so damn near, God bless me. i dnt want to screw this up.
i received my disderi camera yest. coolness.

today is jon and mr llf bday. happy birthday.
i am feeling damn random now.
i haven do my wrk despite trying to start since 2.

& i think i really need you to get out of my life. stop influencing my decision. nw i dnt knw which are lies.

2008-03-31T21:20:00.002+08:00

I don’t think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He’ll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I’m laughing cause I hope he wrong
I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs
And..

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister beautiful, he has his father’s eyes
And if you ask me if I love him,
I’d lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn’t a light go on?
Doesn’t he know I’ve had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don’t let no body see me wishing he was mine

He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I’m holding every breathe for you...

He’d never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything
But my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My god he’s beautiful
So I put on my make up
And pray for a miracle

(:

dear God, pls i need to get over this phase.

2008-03-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

Say hello to my childhood friend(:

You will always have my heart.
maybe it aint that bad afterall.

2008-03-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

all that i tell myself not to do, i did.
all that i tell myself i will not be, i am.
i am fucked this time rd.

2008-03-26T01:38:00.010+08:00

At least i did feel happy today.
just a lil empty..
if you are not gonna bother, i will give up soon.

And i went to the zoo again. idk why but yes ivan's idea. he has this ASA card which is amazing. 3 person will get free entry to lots of attraction. and we went to zoo, night safari and cable car. randomness.

passing by mt fabar actually makes me quite sad..

2008-03-25T03:08:00.002+08:00

its 3 and i cant slp. whts going on. maybe tmr can really cheer me up.
& yet again i have craving for prata. ahh.
i think i shld stop deceiving myself.

life is a joke. QUOTED from daryl. i knw he will say i steal his line again.

2008-03-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

It's xinyi bday surprise. her dad actually organize it.
anyw here some pic.

the super cute brothers.

i am still feeling quite down.
can u just fucking tell me what you want!?

2008-03-22T16:36:00.003+08:00

I hate this weather, it makes me gloomy.
nowifeellikecrying

2008-03-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

DAMN CUTE CAN.

2008-03-17T20:51:00.006+08:00

Let me show you some coolshit.
I am so so so gonna get them man!

Fisheye2

Holga(:

Oktomat

Supersampler.

this sem was pretty much a slack? i haven been doing work for at least 5 days and somehow i couldnt find anything to do. ok maybe there is, i am just procrastinating too much.

YOU ARE LOVED

2008-03-13T00:28:00.004+08:00

i love my new toy(:

soon i will increase my collection with a holga, a disderi 3 lens camera, a polaroid and maybe a supersampler. meanwhile i am in love with my d60.

finally i feel relaxed after a hectic week. presentation done, ccs done. nw all i am looking forward to is assessment. cause it means holiday! i hope i can get some job somewher and even better, intern.

oh i just spent 130buck yest, better be worth it. can anyone tell me why am i so stupid. & here we go again. but baby u are love.

2008-03-04T21:48:00.001+08:00

How will I die? Your Result: You will be murdered. This doesn't guarantee pain and suffering, but it will be at the hands of another. Perhaps the vile deeds of a past life will attribute to this horrific demise. Do not fear murder. There is a rare epiphany that comes from this type of death. You will see it in the last moments.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die while having sex.
You will die of boredom.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die while saving someone's life.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die from a terminal illness.
How will I die? Create a Quiz

HAHA I LAUGH MY ASS OFF.
hello i will die while having sex.

high on drugs

2008-03-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

Jerald made me a pig's ear and nose and i am wearing it in botanic garden for his photoshoot. i swear i look really stupid. & again he had tempted me to get a dslr. i knw dad wont get one for me as he just spent abt 2.5k on a damn tv, i shld have asked him to get some cheap one if i knw it was that ex. I need to look for a nice laptop bag, my current one is a lil too small and most of the time i had to squeeze it in. so i went to ishop and i knw i cant have money, i will just spend. in the end i gt some protector sheets.

I have the feel for piercings, can anyone tell me it's not painful?
& tattoo. but i wont do it unless i really have smthin really nice in mind. & i knw tattoo is not painful so i will go for it. Its all abt pain, god, i am a weak shit can.

so i am aching from head to toe nw from yest run.

2008-03-02T23:02:00.005+08:00

Hello, i am in the mood for an emo post.

I am pleased for we are done with our product shoots and it turn out so good, & rachelle with the dead fish. I feel bad cause i left the whole hse in a mess with water everywhere & kitchen with fish stuff. Nw mum is cleaning up all the mess. Thats why i nv like doin all this at hm but well we have no other alternative.

I need Him yet i feel like i'm losing Him. I dnt feel like attending cells, dnt feel like attending outings & nw worst i dread sunday service. Tell me why pls. I knw all along He is ther for me. But i feel crap.

now talking abt crap, i think i am the worst person ever. Pls call me a bitch, i will gladly accept it but when can i quit this shit. I'm always getting myself into some shit, seriously. & its been so long, & for so long i have been lying. I dont want her to feel that she can confine in me when i am doing all this to her. I dnt knw! Like i always say my life is a drama & i think this is the worst shit i have ever get myself into.

i am zoning out from everything. i want a get away. i wanna go travelling alone and i hope dad is gonna let me go Melbourne to find cousin this coming holiday. Its nt abt being emo anywa, i think its fun.

i wanted to go for a run, but i am too full from dinner an hr ago. & i bet mum is nt gonna let me go running this hr. she would think the bloody terrorist is gonnaa come and catch me but i will be more den willing to see him. I hope he get throw into the jail & nv see the world again.

Lastly i pray for my dearest mp3 to be revived. IT IS NOT WORKING. my 4 yrs buddy, dnt leave me just like that.

2008-03-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

i think bukit batok is dangerous. HAH screw that terrorist.
anyw i just felt that he has alrdy flee away, somehow.

oh i am goin back to sch, & i am dreading it. things aint going really well recently. just everything. i just wanna stay at hm or hang out with my clique & my fellow foundation mates. i miss them. hello jerald. this include you. talkin abt jerald, he asked me to be his model as a pig with pig ears & nose cause he say i have the personality of one. well well. lol

nw i am waiting for my grp to come for some product shoots. all i want is to get over with this project cause i dnt think i am enjoying it as much as i thought it would be. blah blah blah.

2008-03-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

I always love sentosa

actually today is nt that bad afteralll. i am amazed by how can i still enjoy after a trash scolding. well well. seriously i thank God man(:

2008-02-28T21:26:00.001+08:00

I am a lost sheep nw. in everything. God i need you, really. nw tmr is doom day. 11am
I cant believe he did that to me. wht a loser seriously.

2008-02-28T17:29:00.002+08:00

this is what jerald did to me. you nigggerrr!

just look at his expression. LOL

i think yest was the worst day ever & i bet tmr will be one too. goodnessssssss
God, i ask for your helping hands.

2008-02-26T01:47:00.003+08:00

& the sole survival surrender her tresses. It's pretty gross actually. now i knw why the girls remove them, it really feels good without it. However being as contradicting as usual, i kinda miss them. It's like half the length is missing. Oh and i gt drag into some saloon in far east by jas.

it all started with hy. he went to cut his hair so i thot i wanted to cut my fringe too. Den we went up to 5th lvl but i couldnt decide and jas insist that i cut so he went into this saloon told the guy "my friend wants to cut her fringe but she dnt dare" HOW COULD YOU. but in the end, not much diff.

blaire is a nice name. HAH

2008-02-25T16:33:00.004+08:00

and when i have the time for tv, my tv is not there for me.
at least there is one in my mum's room but theres no scv! but looking on the bright side, 2 new tv will be delivered by tmr. & i will ask dad to get more scv channels. & as a samsung supporter i asked my dad to get the samsung one and indeed (:

i was reading the papers just nw and ther is this news abt a 5 yrs old girl in kl beaten to death by her mum's bf. so it all started with the guy telling the women (her mum) abt her girl being possessed so in order to get the spirit out, he had to whack her, & ignorantly this woman allow him to do so. thus when she realise that they child was dying, it was too late.
Sometimes i wonder how vicious can humans be.

XOXO gossip girl! my melody of the night. lol. &nate is so damn hot.

i cant wait for 1st of march. HAH

2008-02-23T01:14:00.003+08:00

i have no idea why am i tearing over youtube videos. Nt sad or down, just damn touching somehow. & as i tot my eye is recovering and refuse to take the medicine, it is nw worst. making it was when my eyes are alrdy so small, nw that it is smaller i cant really open my right eye fully.

pls indulge =D

i think i blog abt her long long ago. but still lookin back at her video. she is really amazing.

&this my all time fav song.

WITHOUT YOU (:

what a night. gone are the melodies.
I can't breathe anymore.

2008-02-19T15:14:00.007+08:00

I think one day i will just abandon my blog and be gone for good.
Runway musics are therapy.
Bens&Jerrys are melody.
any i dnt make sense. it only make sense to me. randomness pls.

hehhheee look at this. PARACHUTE BAND IS COMING OVER FOR FOP. heheeee sam sam sam. hello to you once again. seriously i think they are good. so cya in august (:

2008-02-15T01:27:00.003+08:00

i am havin mahjong sessions tmr. finally, its mahjong time. & i hope my mum wont blast at me when i tell her that dudes are hangin over.

just a random thought.
& as i was talkin to ht today i wonder why am i doing all those things that i am doing. I could nt find any reason to support what am i doing yet i could nt stop. how contradicting. Lets make it 1 month since its alrdy 3 weeks. maybe as times goes by this might end.
seriously i dnt knw what am i thinking but definitely nt thinking right.

i think steven lim is such an entertainer. Not that he is such a joker but he is just plain stupid. So stupid that he is hilarious. Nice try anywa for all ur stupid acts and video. He just need so much attention uh. But no doubt i couldnt stop laughin so at least he did it. For making his audience laugh and that will be his only success. Well i hope he will stop acting like a fool one fine day.

OH. watch his video abt edison, u will definitely laugh ur ass off.

Crocodile love

2008-02-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

Say hello to me new toy(:

2008-02-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

As i was washing my hands, something dropped down from the sky into the sink. What the hell could that be, that i freaked out and run out from the bathroom.

&that culprit is this.

It literally drop infront of me! It could almost fall on my head. And maybe if it drop on my head i might probably pull off some of my extensions in terror.

CNY collections is bad. & it all goes back to the bad bad economy. It aint that bad right! and i have spent the whole holiday slacking away. going for movies, gambling, chilling at friends hse, rotting at home etc.

2008-02-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

MONKEY ON LOOSE

Latest news. The Singapore Zoo has released a news that one of their golden monkey had escaped. Due to the safety of all residents, they had warned all singaporeans to report to the police immediately upon seeing it. It was last since on CNY along the road near greatworld city.

Warning: HE IS EXTREMELY DANGEROUS AND LUNATIC

2008-02-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

Let me present you Victoria Secret Fashion Show 2007/08

the last part! and its my fav, cause theres spice girls, there is million dollar bra and its the finale(:

alright i am still slow. anyway i just watched it. damn slow yes. its been over for so long. Still i love VS fashion show, all of you shld love it too. It's just so amazing. goodnessssss.

anyw look at the state of my old friend now. poor thing, its falling apart so i hv to fixed them back and the button has gone missing. i am sorry my friend, i dropped you.

CNY! sometimes its such a chore, visitations! why cant i just stay at hm and everyone comes to my hse instead. whtever, for the sake of extra income! i am so lazy all day long. Which means that my hw is still piling down there and i bet i wont have time to finish them since i wasted 2 days lazing ard. Procrastination nv fails to leave me.

& i just discard at least half of my clothings today. I realise i have wasted lots of money splurging on clothes that i nv wear or maybe a few times. Speaking of tht i can nv win my sis. She has too much money to spare that she buy and nv wear. And not even once. which resulted in me wearing it for her. well, save my money. good thing thou.

Nicolas Cage is just so cool!! totally.
&someone else is just so cute!! HAH

i told zk that someone is cute and he said i thought you were sayin he's loser not long ago. & i replied he is forever so cute. OH YA I DREAMT OF HIM YEST CAN. how creepy and his mum. -_-

2008-02-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

ENJOY!

2008-01-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

ohmygod. i just realise i have so many incomplete wrk.
textile textile! goodness.

EDTORIAL
-Narrative
-Descriptive
-Interview

V&P
-Mind Map 01 (my self)
-Mind Map 02 (my style)
-Fashion Trend Homework (Research on global street styles, e.g Berlin, Japan, New York, Singapore etc.)
-All photos from the photo shoot (Compiled into a contact sheet)
-1 selected image from the photo shoot (A4)

CCS
-500 word draft of your essay/report based on your research topic
-selection of images supporting you essay/report
-full list of your bibliography & sources (interviews, publication, websites*, videos etc.). And label them under "sources consulted" and "sources to be consulted"
-weekly film reviews (wk02 - Casablanca / wk03 - Funny Face / wk04 - Blow-Up)

TEXTILE
-Textile Journal
-Completed 6 garment / paper experimentations from last week
-2 garments for dyeing / staining (Calico, Nylon, Cotton etc.)

2008-01-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

its procastinating time again.
brain dead session.

was talkin to benmin ge abt the lifestyle i wanna lead in the future. Having parties over the weekends and invite all my besties over to chill out. Go for some sports session tog. Maybe some soccer, cycling, trekking or even scuba diving. I mean yes, its just choices but i really would love this kind of lifestyle. Living life to the maximium.

What is the future gonna be like, sometimes its really scary to think so far. Humans are forever contridicting their own thinking. Sometimes we just wanna grow up so badly and until a certain pt of time you will really hope that time could stop and we just wanna be back to childhood. "If ther's a time machine" this pharse often comes up in conversation. It shows how badly we wants to turn back time, back to our youthful days, back to days where we need not worry about anything, back to days where daddy and mummy showered you with everything. Benmin ge conculded that i had bad childhood memory. HAH/

& i realise as i grow, i hv becme a scary person..

God, pls guide me.
In faith i trust, this is just so true. God, in faith i trust in you, my future, my everything. i know you have a way out for me.

2008-01-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

mygod. xiaxue's blog has so tempted me to go to US. imagine VS! thou i am nt the super girly, pinkish girl but still VICTORIA SECRET! its every girls wish man. & juicy keychains for 15usd. i cant believe it.

JUICY, VS, JUICY, VS and coach and many many more. ohhh and dnt forget all the wonderful stuff that US have.
maybe i shld go US instead of PARIS! hah! i still love Paris.

Paris is like a city of arts. Paris is just so cool,
Bonjour Paris!
ok that was taken from a film, happy faces. Hah movies from the past is so damn cool.

i wanna go windsurfing! riding on a bananna boat, seating by the beach, sipping cocktails, dipping in pools, go on spa, gazing the stars. omg. coolness.

2008-01-26T00:02:00.001+08:00

& this is like the most hilarious and lamest ad ever. goodness

God is just so good.

2008-01-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

Oh great, i just had a kinda bad fall yest. It all started with this 2 Indian man walking infront of me. I decided to overtake them cause i aint gonna follow behind this 2 slow poke so yeah eventually i fell right infront of them. So much for walking fast. And the wound is just so gross.

What hurts the most is when u are so close. Go to jas blog and u will see that video. & esp this line, its just so true. & i just need someone to do smthin abt it.

I wanna do smthin to my hair! nw it just look messy and horrendous. Its either i put more extensions and trim it or i cut it short or i highlight my hair. But nw i like it black. OH i wanna cut my bangsssss. I need to get sme new clothings. & really i would really love to have a holga or dslr or even polaroids. dreams!

I have a destiny

2008-01-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

Then again i am begainning to have second thoughts about communications. Yes i want to be in that course, like of course i bet i would enjoy most ther but i am just nt good enough. In terms of language, in terms of general knowledge. You know after knowing that you actually have the same course mate working in Harper's as editorial staff, knowing that their written language and knowledge is so high up there. well..

Probably management will be a wiser choice, but to think of it, it will be so damn boring. In communications i will have editoral class, styling class, etc etc. Get to do photoshoots, get to write like an editor. Ahh, i will just get over with this term and see how it goes.

& most prob i will be skipping v&p tmr. just dread that class badly. whats more, i'm nt even done with the wrk.

DARIA WERBOWY. MY FAV HOT HOT MODEL.

2008-01-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

5th anniversary is a blast. Singing the nation anthem is so entertaining.
skit was hilarious. i think lifeliners really put much effort into it this time rd.
everyone is in their uniform and all. cuteness.

2008-01-19T04:05:00.001+08:00

Seriously, i am damn happy today. HAH
& i thank God for today.
minus-ing all the work that i have yet to finish. which alrdy make me have the thought of skippin nic's class on monday.

STILL I AM GLAD, ELATED, ECSTATIC, JOYFUL. whatever/ hah.

2008-01-17T01:13:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT THIS SLEEK CHIC.
the incredible MacBook Air baby!

2008-01-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

so amazing isnt it.

& 1 fine day. maybe years down the road i want to be standing there.

2008-01-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

heard this song over at lyn's blog. I love Don Moen.
& i have been rather skeptical recently.

Don Moen
God Will Make A Way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today

true enough. God will make a way in every circumstances.
& i know He will make a way for me too.

2008-01-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

yet another random post.

2008-01-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

& life is so mundane. ahh.
I wanna work, i need money, like alot money. So broke nw and i cant even buy my ny clothings and i am still surviving without a laptop charger. i cant wait for cny. ANG BAOS.

somehow i have made full use of my holiday, at least i think i enjoy enough and i could sense that school work is gonna be tough. & I wonder if i can get into FC. i need to get a C at least.

driving today suck. thats the reason why i hate random instructor. So spoil mood. anyw at least i have my mp3. hah i hide in inside my hair and he dint notice. Well if i fail my 2nd attempt i dnt knw wht i will do to myself. DAMN. & why must that sucker tell me she pass. i dint wanna knw.

hy do you really mean it when u say. i asked myself this a thousand times. do ppl really mean what they say. well time will tell.
goodbye. and this space is so boring.